By Flannery O'Connor
"I want to write a gorgeous prayer," writes the younger Flannery O'Connor during this deeply religious magazine, lately came across between her papers in Georgia. "There is a complete good international round me that I might be capable of flip in your praise." Written among 1946 and 1947 whereas O'Connor was once a scholar faraway from domestic on the college of Iowa, A Prayer magazine is an extraordinary portal into the inner lifetime of the nice author. not just does it map O'Connor's singular courting with the divine, however it indicates how entwined her literary hope used to be along with her longing for God. "I needs to write down that i'm to be an artist. now not within the feel of aesthetic frippery yet within the feel of aesthetic craftsmanship; differently i'm going to consider my loneliness constantly . . . i don't are looking to be lonely all my lifestyles yet humans merely make us lonelier by way of reminding us of God. pricey God please aid me to be an artist, please permit it result in You."
O'Connor couldn't be extra simple approximately her literary ambition: "Please support me expensive God to be a great author and to get whatever else accepted," she writes. but she struggles with any hint of self-regard: "Don't allow me ever imagine, expensive God, that i used to be whatever however the software on your story."
As W. A. periods, who knew O'Connor, writes in his advent, it used to be no accident that she all started writing the tales that will develop into her first novel, Wise Blood, in the course of the years whilst she wrote those singularly creative Christian meditations. together with a facsimile of the whole magazine in O'Connor's personal hand, A Prayer Journal is the list of an excellent younger woman's coming-of-age, a cry from the center for romance, grace, and art.
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I can’t write a thing. But I’ll continue to try—that is the point. And at every dry point, I will be reminded Who is doing the work when it is done & Who is not doing it at that moment. Right now I wonder if God will ever do any more writing for me. He has promised His grace; I am not so sure about the other. Perhaps I have not been thankful enough for what has gone before. The desires of the flesh—excluding the stomach—have been taken away from me. For how long I don’t know but I hope forever.
The “life” it receives in writing is dead to me, the more so in that it looks alive—a horrible deception. But not to me who knows this. Oh Lord please make this dead desire living, living in life, living as it will probably have to live in suffering. I feel too mediocre now to suffer. If suffering came to me I would not even recognize it. Lord keep me. Mother help me. ] It is certainly His provision for all mediocre souls—a tool for us; for Bloy’s statue it is—how to call it? God on earth? God as nearly as we can get to Him on earth.
Perhaps knowing you are below it is a way to begin. I say I am equal with it; but I am below it. I will always be staggering between Despair & Presumption, facing first one & then the other, deciding which makes me look the best, which fits most comfortably, most conveniently. I’ll never take a large chunk of anything. I’ll nibble nervously here & there. ] It is something huge, great, magnanimous. It must be a joy. Every virtue must be vigorous. Virtue must be the only vigorous thing in our lives.
A prayer journal by Flannery O'Connor